Change is never easy. It is sometimes exciting and exhilerating, it is sometimes a complete adrenaline rush. But change is not seemless. Things have to be stitched together and that always has a hint of fear on any level.
Transitioning from something that you have done your entire life is terrifying. I underestimated it. I thought I knew exactly what I was doing. But I really didn't. I was thrown into a pool of possibilities but I couldn't reach anything. Felt like I was completely drowning.
I thought I was the only one. Turns out, I wasn't. So here are some conversations of dealing with change.
Books are a center piece of my life. I love to read and I love being transported into a new world for a few hours. I love being able to put myself into the lives of the characters of the books.
Here you can see what books I have read and what my opinions are on them.
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than boring." - Marilyn Monroe
Sometimes voices just need to be heard. This is a way for my voice to leave the confines of my skull. For years I bottled a lot of things inside, and the words are begging to be burst free. The words might not all make sense, but they are feelings. Why do feelings have to make sense? They are ever changing and abundent in the reactions it causes. Love it or hate it, but these are the feelings that I struggle to control.